WQUESTION: What do you plan to speak about in Singapore at the
festival?
ANSWER: The importance of regional
co-operation in literature.Writers
should stand together to protect their rights.
I suppose it means each
country have their own identity. As far as literature or artwork is concerned
there should not be restriction . We can appreciate each other. We heard about
dispute in sports etc. In literature I hope there is not.
3. What does it mean to you to be the first woman in
Malaysia to receive the Sasterawan Negara?
4.
What was your first reaction when you heard the news?
To tell the truth, I
cannot say the news came as a “surprise” It is not something that you suddenly
hear that you are promoted to SN. Not something like that. Actually the discussions
as to who should be chosen were all over newspapers, literary magazines and
forums held everywhere. My name was mentioned as the potential reciepient as
early as 1990’s. So when the minister made the announcement it is just to say
that the time has finally arrived for you.
Not something you don’t expect at all.
5. How has life changed for you since you became the poet laureate?
6. What inspired you to become a writer?
Many things. I do not
know which is the more important factor. What I can say the motive of becoming
a writer is not a static thing. It changed with your age and time. I started
very early. I grew up with grandparents who did not allow me the freedom to
move around. So I just sat in the house and listened to the radio. That’s when
I listened to songs with poetic and meaningful lyrics. The traditional Malay
songs use pantuns (traditional Malay
poetry ) as their lyrics. This is how I felt in love with beautiful words. I
learned the use of metaphors, similes and other poetic expressions.
I was brought up to
think that a girl should not talk a lot. My freedom for oral expression was
limited. So the only other thing to do is write down what I felt. I found
mental and emotional relief through writing. . This is how I become a writer..
At young age I mainly
wanted to write as a past time, I want to become recognized in society. I
wanted to do something important for myself first, then to society and nation. As I grew older I feel responsible to voice my
opinion on what is rights and wrongs around me.
7.
Were your parents writers too? if not, what were their
occupations?
My parents were not
writers. My father died when I was six months old. My mother was a nurse and
she was too occupied that I was left in the care of my aunt (my father’s
sister) and my grandfather and grandmother in a remote village in Kedah. I was
brought up kampung style, not free to go out. There was no library in the
village and suitable books were not available.
I was asked to cook rice when I wanted to read . Cooking rice at that time
does not mean putting the rice in the rice cooker. It may involve going out to
look for fire woods. There was no electricity in the village.
8.
How have the themes of your poetry changed over the
years?
The themes change over
the years as you developed and according to changes in environments and issues
around you.
As I have said, I began
early at the age of 12. I sent little poems about love for my family, the
beauty of my village.
Approaching the age of 20 and about ten years
I wrote about social problems particularly poverty as I experienced in the live
of farmers and villagers around me. I was influenced by writers like Usman
Awang and Kassim Ahmad who said that writers should be the voice of their society .
I was searching for the
meaning of life.
In my late twenties (around 1980’s) I wrote
about love, the meaning of relationships especially between husband and wife,
parents and children.
1990s and up to now I
am very concern about my people ( The Malays ). What is their future and how
can they compete with other races. They seem to be inferior economically. Will
we loose our political power too? This
is the only place we have. .
9.
Where do you look to for inspiration?
I write quite a lot
from reading the historical and legendary stories. Old tales and folk tales like Sejarah Melayu,
Hikayat Hang Tuah and other legendary stories give many things to think about
and develop into poems and short stories. I get new meaning from old stories.
10.
How many books have you published to date?
22 (not much
considering that I am almost 70 and have been this long in writing) . How I
wish I have produced more.
11.
What is your favourite of all the poems you have
written, and why?.
Very difficult to point
in specific. But there are poems I consider more successful than others. There
are few poems that people talk about
read and quoted in important speeches.
12.
What are some examples of the challenges you faced as
a woman writer in Malaysia?
I have written a book with this issue in
focus. The book is A JOURNEY THROUGH
PROSE AND POETRY , co published by Dewan
Bahasa dan Pustaka and Islamic International University Press in 2018.
13.
How do you juggle your writing with your family life?
It is difficult and can
make you desperate. When my children
were small I almost cannot write anything. Read about this in the book if you
are interested.
14.
What are your thoughts on the drastic changes in
Malaysia today after the elections, and what do you hope to see in the future?
Malaysia is full of shocks
and surprises so much so nothing surprises you any more. Anyway there are a lot
to write about. I really don’t know what is going to happen. So unpredictable
that I cant say whether it is positive or negative. As a human being I can only
hope and pray for better things to come, especially for the future generations,
including my children and grand children. I am worried about them most of the
time.
15.
What direction do you think the Malaysian literary
scene needs to head in, and what pitfalls must it avoid?
Everything must be
towards moulding and strengthening our identity as Malaysian that is bangsa
Malaysia. We allow diversity but all races must be aware that they are rakyat
Malaysia and should identity as one.
16.
What are you working on now?
There is a collection of poems that I want to get published quickly .But I feel I need to add more and still improve on what I already have. But my creative process is always interrupted with calls to seminars and talks for which I have to prepare papers. (answering these questions for examples) Not to mention other social and family commitments.